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Thursday, August 02, 2007,12:59 AM

Hoi Hoi! Well, really very long time never blog, never even open the website to look at it. But this blog is not dead! ok?! It is juz that I got too much things to do, and im not in the mood to write the blog. Im so srry to those who come to my blog and see nothing but juz the very old post! Well, today im going to write a super damn emo blog, I got consider not to post it lah. But well I think I shall post it to let u all neo wat happen this few weeks. So please ren!!! Haha!

Ok, well, this few weeks, really got a lot of hw is to due this week and next week. So really very tired. Many times is that I never sleep for the night or I juz slept for a few hrs.
Im going to have panda eyes liao lah! This digital media design really need to consuming a lot of time, muz be hardworking, muz have the talent and oso creative to be able to stay in this course. That’s wat I think for this course. But u neo im not such a person to be hardworking, talent or have such a creativity, coz my o level I really never study anything and juz go up and take the test. So I really feel that im not in a right course I should be, and I think that im not suit in there. Im not really happy in this course, im having a terrible life in there. Wat I feel is that if I chosen the right thing to do, I will put my best in it. I will be happy, the process in doing it will be enjoyable! Even if It means to spend my whole time in doing it, I will really do and spend the time in doing it. But this few months in this course, I really do not have all those feeling.

I really think through careful abt quiting this course and transfer to other sch to take another course. I guess I will see first if this few weeks or months, I can tahan for this course anot. If I would to take another course I think I will take business course, becoz that is wat I really like to do. Although u all will think im wasting time doing all this, well I guess let it be. But I feel that this is a real life lesson to learn frm, I learn that in every choice u make, u muz think carefully if u really like or u wan. My theory is that MISTAKE=LESSON TO BE LEARN FRM. No such thing as the word mistake will appear in my dictionary. This is wat I believe in. Frenz, dun try to persuade me to think carefully lah, coz I really think this a lot of time liao, It is juz that when is the time I really cannot take it and quit it. I dun wan to have a miserable life in this sch and this course for 3 years. I wan to be Happy! Wat can I do? This is a reality.

Few days again, my com msn got virus frm dunno who lah, it keep sending msg saying : Look at my pic! Lol, that’s was funny, but there is no link. I super angry lah, the thing juz will not go off, so I did not use msn for that few days. And that something is wrong wif my internet during that time. Aiya, something is juz not right during that time. God give me a unlucky angel, it keep hurting and hurting me. Im having a super tired body wif me, juz wondering whether I could take off this body and be free. Nah, that would never happen! There are so much thing to do for me. I will not be so stupid ok?!

The onli thing I can use to distress myself is music, music is really incredible! It can help me distress. I can’t wait for holiday to come!

This is such a long post! My msn really got prob, it keep on and off! So sian……So u have read until here?! Good girl/boy! Muz have ren very long ba! Haha!